Thursday, February 28, 2013

71 days left.

71 more days. Can you believe that? 71 days left in this crazy adventure. I have a countdown on my phone. I'm hoping it will serve as a reminder that time is precious and should be appreciated and enjoyed. I have been here for 199 days and I have 71 to go. I'm finding this so hard to wrap my brain around. I can't believe my journey is ending in a little over two months. I remember when that was how long I had before I came here. I remember being excited to reach the "100 days left until Disney" mark. I am going to do everything I can to enjoy every moment I have left. No more spending time in my apartment unless it is because all of the parks AND Downtown Disney are closed. Even if it means I am going to go wander around by myself. I need to fill up my camera again.

The end of this journey is going to be very bittersweet. While I know I will be very sad to leave this magical world, I am also very excited to go back home. I'm so excited to have a chance to really start fresh. I honestly don't think I will be returning as the same person I was last August. I am so much more motivated now. I sit around and pretend I'm not, but I really am. I really want to hit the ground running when I get home. I have been fortunate enough to have had the opportunity to play for the last six months and get paid for it. But enough of that. I'm ready to go home, get a job, and go to school everyday like a normal 20 year old. I'm a little worried about being able to get a job when I get back home. I loved my job at Razzoo's before I left, but I made no money there. I can't go back to a job where I'm lucky to make $25-30 a day. I'm never going to be able to get anywhere with that. As soon as I get back I'm going to have to search everywhere to see who is hiring. I MUST FIND A JOB! Also, no offense Mom and Dad, but it's going to be strange to go back to living at home. Right now I live with only one other person, I take care of my stuff, eat cookies for dinner, and come and go as I please. It will definitely be different living with 4 other people again and needing to be conscientious of what they are doing and when they will be doing it. This may take some time to adjust to. But that's okay! I love my family very much and know we will all adjust to me being back easily. Maybe if I can find a good job, I could get an apartment! (If anyone has any suggestions, please let me know. I can't go home and not work.)

It's dorky, but I'm really excited for the drive home! I don't know why. I just think it will be fun to make random stops and enjoy a nice little road trip!

I didn't get approved to be friends with Tinker Bell. I was disappointed at first, but I got over it pretty quickly. I'm a very strong believer in things happening for a reason. I think if I had gotten approved, Tink would have tried to keep me here at Disney at the end of my program instead of letting me leave to go be productive. When I graduated high school, I wasn't excited to go to college. It just seemed like something that was expected. Now I feel like I have a choice in everything I do, and I am choosing to go to school. I can always come back to Disney in a couple years or after I finish school all together.

I am excited for the 71 days that I have left here. I am enjoying my time with friends (actual people) and my character friends as well. I have been so lucky while I have been here and know I am truly blessed to have been given this opportunity and experience. I could not have asked for anything to go any better. Even though I have had some challenges here, I wouldn't trade them away. Challenges make us stronger, even if we don't see it at first.

Friday, February 22, 2013

Characters!

About a month after I moved to Orlando, I began taking notes each day of anything interesting that happened in case I wanted to write about it later. I have not been doing this lately, and I feel like I should return to it. I sit down and try to write a new entry and I suddenly forget everything that has happened recently.

Michael and I have been able to go to the parks quite a bit recently. Tuesday night we went to Magic Kingdom. The park is open late all this week, so we were able to do a lot of different things. We met Ariel, Donald Duck, and Goofy, and rode the Little Mermaid ride, Pirates of the Caribbean, It's A Small World, Mickey's Philharmagic, Haunted Mansion, and Peter Pan! It is always so much fun being able to go to the parks with Michael. He had never been on the Peter Pan ride because the line is always forever long, so he was excited to ride it. When we met Ariel, she asked me if I wanted to join her in the Redhead Club. I love meeting face characters. They always make me laugh.

Speaking of face characters, I went to the face audition last Friday. Earlier in the week, I received an email from Disney saying that current Disney Performers were not invited to attend this audition. I was really disappointed when I saw this, but some friends and fellow cast members told me not to be discouraged and to go to the audition anyway. It was such a strange experience. The audition was scheduled to begin at 9AM, with sign in starting at 8. I arrived at around 8:30 at the Animal Kingdom costuming building and rehearsal facility. When I arrived, the line was wrapped around the outside of the building. After standing in line for 2 hours, I learned that the line wrapped around the building and then inside the building it wrapped around costuming, down a long hallway, turned the corner toward the rehearsal studio, wrapped around the studio, and finally led you to a table where you signed in, received a number, and were measured for height. While waiting in line, I spoke with the people in line around me. They all said I was definitely going to be friends with Tinkerbell, but I tried not to get my hopes up. I didn't comment on whether or not other girls would get picked. I don't think it is fair to put ideas into people's heads. We saw large groups of girls leaving at a time and quickly learned that after you were signed in, you were taken in groups of 50 to the audition room where a Casting Director turned on some music and did nothing but look at everyone in the room. From there, less than 5 girls from each group made it to the next round. In several of the groups before me, no girls were selected to continue. In my group, 3 girls were chosen. I was lucky enough to be one of them. I could tell she was going to call my number, only because she kept looking at me and then looked directly from my face to the paper in her hand and circled her number. It was very exciting. The other two girls and I were asked to stay in the room while everyone else left. While the other girls were leaving, several told us "Good luck," and "Congratulations." From there, we were taken into a smaller room where we joined about 6 other girls who had already been pulled. Apparently people had been discussing throughout the morning who they thought would make it through. When I walked into this room, I learned that I was one of the girls people had been talking about. I didn't realize I stood out in such a big crowd. One of the other Casting Directors came in and asked if anyone was already working in Entertainment. I raised my hand, along with one other girl. We were told we would be skipping the next portion of the audition. The next part was dancing and animation. Since we had both already done this part, there was no need for them to see it again. After the last group had been looked at, we all went back into the larger room together and joined 3 other girls. In total we had 11 or 12 girls. One of the girls from this last group of 3 was also in Entertainment already. The Casting Director came to us one by one and asked us a few questions while looking us over and making small talk. She seemed pleased that I have been here longer than everyone else. I forgot to mention, this audition was strictly for girls in the College Program. Most of the people just got here sometime in the last month. There were girls who hadn't even begun working yet! After talking with each of us, the Casting Director told me and the other two girls that we could wait in the hall until Cosmetology was ready for us. I didn't realize we were going to go straight into a fitting. All three of us got pretty excited. One of the girls was going to be fit for Alice, the other Mary Poppins, and me Tinkerbell! I imagine my face looked pretty stunned when they told me this. Tinkerbell is one of my favorite characters. It was so cool. I can't go into too much detail about the rest of this, but basically we all got our hair and makeup done, put on our dresses, had some pictures taken, and read some lines in front of a camera. That was it! It was super easy, but kind of chaotic. I never saw myself in front of a mirror, so I have no idea what I looked like. The other girls with me kept telling me I made a wonderful friend for Tinkerbell though. It was all so exciting. When I was done, the Casting Directors told me that I should hear back by Wednesday. I would like to point out that it is now Friday and I have still heard nothing. But apparently when they say Wednesday, they mean Monday. So I guess I just have to be patient. Even if I don't get approved, it was still so wonderful to be able to do it once! All together, 730 girls showed up for the audition and less than 30 remained at the end of the day, so either way, it is insane that I made it that far!

This is random, but all of the princesses are getting makeovers in the parks and in merchandise. I don't really understand why, but a lot of people are really unhappy about this, and for the silliest reasons. The princesses are receiving new hairstyles and new dresses. They still have the same look, it's just being made more modern and more flattering. Cinderella was the first to receive her makeover, back in October or September. Her dress is lovely and her hair is still in a bun, but she now has side swept bangs instead of the straight across ones she had before. Belle was next. Her look just recently debuted. Her dress is a softer yellow and her hair is more curled. It looks beautiful, in my opinion. So many people are throwing fits though. People are saying, "It isn't right to change how they look. This is what we grew up with." or "They look like strippers now with their new makeup," or "They look to skinny now. The girls before looked healthier," or my personal favorite, "What would Walt have wanted?" I find this all very funny considering the fact that A) Their makeup didn't change, B) Walt changed the look of Mickey Mouse several times, C) the princesses are thin in their movies, and D) Walt didn't even have anything to do with most of the princesses. He was really only involved in the early princesses, Snow White, Cinderella, and Aurora because all of the other movies came to be after he had passed away. I don't understand why people get so worked up about something so minor. These new looks are more flattering for the princesses and easier for young girls to recognize because they are more modern. And not only that, but Belle's hair used to shadow her face in pictures and now it doesn't. I wish people would think before they say such harsh things about people they've never met.

People are also upset about the changes to some characters personalities. For example, in the Disney Junior show, Mickey Mouse Clubhouse, Donald Duck has mellowed out quite a bit from his earlier days. He is still irritable, but he doesn't throw a huge fit like he would have before. Same with Tinkerbell. She is much nicer now that she is in the Disney Fairies movies. I'm so happy about this. If Donald Duck still threw fits like he used to, think of how many kids would walk up and punch him or kick him or try to make him mad. Not only would it endanger the Disney Characters, but it would also be teaching the young children that watch these shows to not be level headed and to freak out over every little thing. With Tinkerbell, she still gets upset, but she isn't a diva like she was in Peter Pan, and she hasn't tried to shoot down any Wendy Birds. When she gets upset, she recognizes it and apologizes later. In my opinion, this sends out a much better message to children. Even if they don't realize it, it does make a difference. Children imitate what they see their older siblings do, what they see from kids at school, and what they see on TV.

All that being said, Donald Duck had some of the sweetest little girls meet him at the Beach Club Resort the other day. When he walked up to their table, he knelt down because they were small. They both hugged him immediately and then when they backed away, they said, "Donald, do you want to go home with us, too?" I couldn't help but smile when I heard this. Donald told them yes, he did want to go with them and he stayed with them as long as he could. The younger girl knew that he had other people to see though, so she just started telling him, "Bye, Donald! Goodbye!" while waving both of her hands. Too cute.

Also, Tinkerbell has a star on Hollywood Boulevard and I think that's just about the coolest thing ever. I have to go see it. And with that, everyone have a lovely day and a lovely weekend! And cross your fingers that I hear back about the audition soon!

Sunday, February 10, 2013

One ticket to Disney World, please?

I don't know how I got so lucky, but by some miracle, Michael and I have the same days off every week. This makes me especially happy considering the fact that we have completely opposite schedules. And I'm not exaggerating. Yesterday, I clocked out fifteen minutes before Michael clocked in. It is kind of funny that we get to see each other at work. That is taking some getting used to. It would be even more strange if we worked in the same area.

I am really excited to have my family visiting in a few weeks. My parents and brothers are coming, along with my aunt and uncle and their three daughters. I really just like when people visit! It is very amusing to see people in my world that I know from somewhere else.

I have been having so much fun lately. I feel a thousand times happier now. I really like Michael's roommates and I am making more of an effort to make friends on my own. I have the face audition this Friday which I am really excited for. I'm not going to lie, I don't even know if I am eligible to attend this audition because I have already extended my program, but I don't really care. The worst they can do is tell me no, and that wouldn't be the end of the world. It would be absolutely wonderful to be able to perform a face role though. I can't pretend it isn't something I want to do, because it really is.

Last week, Michael and I were able to go to the parks on our days off. We went to Magic Kingdom and to Hollywood Studios. I really like that this is something we can do together. I'm super excited for my family to visit soon. I'm even more excited that there will be someone to go meet characters with me! I don't think Michael really cares about it too much, but he does it if I want to because he knows it will make me happy. He's definitely a keeper, if anyone was unsure before now. Oh, and guess what else? He cooks for me!

My fairy obsession is only growing. I have now seen every Tinkerbell movie, and own several fairy dolls, a fairy blanket, and Disney trading pins of almost every fairy. This is totally normal.

No, it isn't.

I'm friends with Lilo now. She is more fun than I expected her to be. Minnie and Vanellope are still my favorites though!

I am rambling 100%, so I'm sorry if any of this has been difficult to follow. But I have one last thing. Donald had some super cute kids visit him today. My mom's best friend growing up brought her family to see him today! It was great! Her kids were very well behaved (which I was so thankful for) and they seemed to really enjoy spending time with Donald. A little while later, a boy handed Donald a pen and a single piece of paper to sign. Since signing a single sheet of paper is difficult, Donald walked over to the trashcan nearby to use it as a hard surface. Before returning to the boy, Donald pushed the lid of the trashcan so it looked and sounded like he had thrown something into the trash. Then, he turned around, keeping the autographed paper behind his back. The photographer looked at Donald and then said to the boy, "Uh oh! I think Donald threw away you're paper. He's always messing around." Donald laughed and gave the boy the pen back. After a few seconds, he revealed that he was in fact still holding the piece of paper and handed it back to the boy. The family found this amusing. A few families later, a mom and her little boy came to meet Donald. The mom was holding her son. He was probably around three years old. When he saw Donald, he started giggling, which made Donald shake his head, laughing. This only made the little boy laugh harder. So Donald kept shaking his head back and forth to keep the boy laughing. It was really fun. All of the guests around us couldn't help but smile because this little boy had the cutest laugh ever. It really brightened my day. He was definitely a cutie.

And with that, I leave you all once again. I have to get up early tomorrow. I'm spending the day with the lovely kitty, Marie! Yay! Now I can get back to watching High School Musical 2! Goodnight!

Friday, February 1, 2013

Michael is here!

I'm always so disappointed every time I take forever to write a new post. A lot has happened in the last couple of weeks, which is great! After my last post, my mom and her friend from work came to visit me. It was really great having them out here! I only had to work a couple times while they were here, so I got to spend a lot of time with them. I'm not going to lie, I don't remember every single thing we did, but I do remember most things! We went to all of the parks, watched Wishes and Fantasmic, walked around the Boardwalk, explored the Animal Kingdom Lodge, ate at Planet Hollywood, and I got a Duffy Bear! They were even able to come see me while I was working! I was hanging out with Marie that day. I always enjoy when people I know come to visit me! It was sad when she left, but she will be back again very soon!


Michael arrived the day before Mom left. I was so thrilled to finally have him here with me. I still am. His roommates are great. He is living in a two bedroom apartment in a complex called The Commons. Ordinarily, College Program people can not live in The Commons. It is reserved for the International College Program. Somehow, Michael and his roommates got lucky and they are able to live there! It is kind of fun because all of the people who live around him are from other countries. Great people watching! His three roommates are really nice. They let me hang out over there or tag along when they go places, so I'm happy about that. I can't remember if I have said it before, but Michael is working merchandise while he is here. He will be at the Emporium in Magic Kingdom. It is a huge gift shop. It makes a ton of money every day. He will be very busy, which is perfect for him. And he gets to pin trade, which means I get to pin trade!

Since Michael has been here, we have mostly just taken the time to get him all settled in. We have also watched a lot of movies. We finally got to see The Hobbit and Les Miserables. The Hobbit was very long and very slow. It was a beautifully produced film, and I feel that it laid the groundwork for the films to come, but it was slow nonetheless. Les Mis was incredible. I had never seen the stage production, so I didn't know entirely what I was getting into. I just knew a lot of people were going to die. It was a very good movie though. I would love to see it again.

On the day of Michael's check in, we had dinner at Chef Mickey's. I've worked there several times, but had never been able to go as a guest, so I was really excited to experience it from the other side of things. Right off the bat, Pluto and Goofy came and sat with us. They were very excited to see me. They sat with me instead of going into the kitchen like they were supposed to. It made me really happy. It was so much fun to see all of the characters, but Goofy and Pluto made the night special. It really makes me happy when the characters remember me. Everything is more fun when that happens!

Last night, Michael and I went to a housing event. I think he and I should try to go to them as often as we can. Free food is always nice. Last night's event was a "Winter Wonderland" so they had fairies! I was really excited about this. I just love the fairies so much! The free food last night was pizza. So Michael and I got our allowed two slices and went to find a place to sit. We found a table with several open seats and Michael decided he should show me how to make friends, since I'm apparently not very good at it. After asking if the seats were taken, we sat down and he began talking. He asked the two guys already sitting there what their names were, where they were from, where they live, where they would be working. It was like watching the gears in a clock all rotating together. Those two guys ended up sitting there, talking to us and any new people that sat down for the whole night. The other half of the table went through three different groups of girls before we actually made some new friends. Three girls from Australia and one guy from New Zealand sat down and talked to us for a long time. By this time, two of Michael's roommates had joined us. We all sat there and talked to at least 45 minutes before deciding to migrate over to the fairy line. There were ten of us total. We waiting in the line to meet the fairies for at least an hour. It was insane. When we got in line, Tinkerbell and Periwinkle were out. While we were there, they switched with Rosetta, Vidia, and Terrance, and by the time we actually got to the front of the line, Tink and Peri were back out. Our interaction lasted about 5 seconds because the line really needed to get moving, but I was still really happy to get the picture! Sometimes I wish I could grow wings and fly away to Neverland. Maybe one day!

Tonight Michael is making dinner. It is so nice that I have people to keep me company now. I just need to learn to use my camera more often! I haven't gotten a single picture of just Michael and I since he arrived. I need to work on this. In two weeks I am attending a face audition. Everyone please cross your fingers for me. I really want this to go well. But for now, I'm going to go have some dinner! Everyone have a magical evening!